To be in pain

It’s there….you can feel it in ever move you make…..there is no escape.

You try as you may and the only thing you may be able to do is reduce its intensity but then, when you do that, you realize that its not a good thing…..and you actually prefer to feel it in toto….you see, its a sweet pain you have and its something you begin to enjoy, as i am slowly beginning to do.

Yes, i’ve started working out……and pushing myself harder and harder with each passing day……each day is about eclipsing yesterday’s record and striving harder and higher…..its about taking things to a new level and making sure that by the end of it, you crave that hot shower and a hard bed….

This ride is like a roller coaster….at times you’re off the wagon because you just can’t take it no more…..and at other times, its  the high you’ve been waiting all your life for. Kinda depends on which way you’re looking at it.

The hardest part is getting in….but once you’re in and on that treadmill… know that the journey has begun and then, its simply a question of pushing the pedal to the metal… i am now doing.

“So why spend all our time undressing our bandages
When we’ve the ultimate key to the cause right here all underneath.”

–Underneath by Alanis Morissette 


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