False bravado and more…..

They say that melancholy is the best viagra for writing……For thoughts to flow……for expression.

I believe them.

Work has been taken to a new level so the melancholy in me is kinda numbed out…….add to that there’s that element of positivism thats recently struck me so its kinda hard to be melancholy ……

Or is it that i just need sleep? I haven’t had some good sleep in ages now and i work on less than 4-5 hours of sleep…..not healthy by any standards ….specially for a guy who could not work with less than 8 hours of sound sleep!

So whats left?

Belief……thats what is left…..

Belief in yourself and what you can do. Belief in what has happened and the ability to let it go. Belief in the fact that tomorrow brings a new dawn and with every new dawn come opportunities aplenty. For it is in those opportunities aplenty that we will once again find our calling. Life beckons us with wide open arms.

Good night.

I’m through, with doubt,
There’s nothing left for me to figure out,
I’ve paid a price, and i’ll keep paying.

–Not ready to make nice by the Dixie Chicks

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